Wednesday, December 21, 2011

Lost Inside Darkness


Alone in the still of night
Searching for that spec of light
I’m lost inside Darkness………….
Concentrating but not focused, so it is said that I am searching blindly regardless

Harmless, yet my fears continue to flicker in my vision as if my mind was controlled by fire
Struggling to light the candle that will lead me in the right direction, to Lead and Inspire
But still I’m lost inside Darkness………..

Knowing that I’m the root to my success, but also afraid of my own great strengths
Confused on whether I should go in head first, diving straight to my accomplishments
I’m lost inside Darkness…………Finding it hard to BELIEVE, that

I am THE
Force behind ME
I’m lost inside Darkness…………

Still so in NEED
Worried but still INTRIGUED
And yet I am still lost inside Darkness………

A helping hand seems not to be near
And you ask “What is my fear”
Isn’t it obvious
I’m lost inside Darkness………….

But the keys to success are not buried deep inside the light that shines
But in the small steps we take, that become greater with time

As I open my eyes from being afraid to face a fear, light doesn’t lead the way
My mind is what triggers this chain reaction, sending it shining through like a new day

Not lost inside darkness, but lost in a paranoid state of mind, which leads to total anxiety
A fear of succeeding and becoming great, a vision of magnificent to society

Admiring me……….as I continue to claim the visionary image of what I WILL become
The gift of increasing the amount of drive and heart that we instill in the young

The tongue………… a powerful thing, so if you speak it, you must live it
The realistic version of a true hero, an image that’s so vivid

Gifted…………. beyond measure, gradually seeking and striving to be a better you
Also focused on bettering the lives of others, turning one success into two

Through……… with the hatred, or disbelief because if you can change the perspective of others
And make them understand that we are only as stronger as are weakest brother

Covered not by the insurance that she or he will one day be there for me
But by knowing that I have the backs of mine and others, Do You See???

That the challenge is not overcoming the hardships, but its having the courage to face them at all
Flying well above the clouds of failure, ignorant to the thoughts of someone saying you will fall

Because we All……may stumble, trip, and fall partially victim to the feelings of not knowing if we should continue on to our dreams
But later on realizing that pain is actually not as harsh as it may seem

Because without pain there is no pleasure and without pleasure there is no pain
Which means that all the struggling you’ve ever faced were not done in vain

Afflictions may come and go, and even though wrong, the still continue to be heartless
So don’t look for light, but look to your mind, when lost inside darkness!!!!!!

1 comment:

  1. So intimate, so raw, so real. Thank you 4 sharing My King! <3

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